random

I am just going to list some things I've been thinking/doing lately.

I have had Dave Barnes & Paramore (not together) playing constantly on my itunes.

I want to buy an ipod... but I am torn because I want one that holds all of my music, but I don't know how many songs I have... and I have to transfer them all from media player to itunes. Yuck. That's a LOT of songs.

I was obsessed with anything that had to do with Twilight but I think I am finally allowing myself to get over it.

My bedroom window is broken; it won't close. It never bothered me until right now when it's like negative ten degrees outside. I am going to call and get it fixed tomorrow, hopefully.

I bought a tumbler that you can decorate yourself, and I have been contemplating for over 2 weeks now what pictures to put in it. How long will this go on?!?! When I finally decide, it'll be April when I don't need to survive on hot chocolate.

It was really good to see my best friends this weekend.... I cannot get over how happy it made me. It makes the holidays seem a little better when I'm not so bitter about my loneliness.

I am learning to not have expectations of others... people keep letting me down and hurting my feelings. You can't expect others to act/treat you like you do them.

I am going to be 2 maid-of-honors next summer, which I just found out this weekend. It'll be Beth & Stacy Granger's weddings. However it has made me realize that I will be standing next to the bride during the ceremony... which means I need to get my butt in shape. So I bought healthy food tonight at the grocery store. But I also bought E.L.Fudge cookies because I haven't had them in so long :-(

I start doing stuff and then stop all the time; whether it's a book, a scarf, a scrapbook.... I lack motivation sometimes.

I am going to Florida in less than 4 weeks. I am excited and sad at the same time; I am stoked to see them, but I hate saying goodbye to them, without knowing the next time I will hug them.

I hate going to work every day. I don't want to go, until I get there and start my routine. Then I'm so thankful that I love my job. Why do I hate going to work then? It doesn't make sense.

I am waiting to buy a Christmas tree until Christmas is over... hopefully then I can buy the one I want from Target, and it will be on sale. I have my heart set on one tree and I don't want any other.

I hate that once I have my mind wrapped around doing something, I won't rest easily until I've done it... I fly by the seat of my pants. If I want to go to the store, I want to do it NOW... not wait 10 minutes.

I am at the point in my life where I want to start dating seriously. I don't know if it's the holidays or just the point in my life where I am lonely that has sparked this desire of mine. But I am praying that God brings him along soon. But I don't know where to find him. Where do you find a good, Christian man besides at church? I know most people look for people in bars, but that's not my thing.

I love my hair when it's straight but I am too lazy to blow dry & straighten it... my hair is too thick, and it takes so long.

I miss the Severn's. A lot. All of them. And I wish I was sitting in their living room right now, because it feels like home to me. I cry every time I start thinking about them.... next random blurb, please...

I really want a puppy, but I don't want to be tied down; if I want to leave for the weekend, I don't want the responsibility of taking it with me or finding someone to watch it for the weekend. Thankfully my apartment complex doesn't allow animals, so it makes the decision a little easier.

I need to find some good earrings... I have sensitive ears, so I either buy earrings and can't wear them because they hurt, or I lose them.

I am so addicted to chapstick. I have been using Burt's Bees, but I am starting to miss the smoothy silkness from Blistex' Silk & Shine. I think I may buy a tube just to make my lips happy.

I am ticked that they changed my schedule for tomorrow; I could have spent another day at school with my brother and Christina, but I thought I had to work tomorrow... nobody told me otherwise. At least now I can buy The Dark Knight at midnight and watch it. :-)

I bought a box of Vick's kleenex so I can just sit here and sniff them. I feel like a druggie, sitting here sniffing them all night just to feel the vapors in my chest.

My walls are really, really bare. As goofy as it sounds, I would like to sport pictures/art drawn by friends and frame them on my walls..... even if it's the crappiest thing ever. Just because it's a part of them here with me.

Man, I really want an ipod........