brokenness

I got a phone call tonight that was disappointing, but I didn't think much about it.....

Joe was in the hospital this weekend and left today on hospice (which means he has very little time left). The more I think about it tonight, the more emotional I get. I have to go see him today..... and my heart is breaking. Because I don't think I can be strong in front of him, knowing this is potentially the last time I see him. I knew this was coming but it's so much harder than I had imagined. So, so much harder. He has brought so very much joy to my heart. I wouldn't take a moment of it back if I knew it'd hurt less. It was worth it.

Please pray for me. I'm going to be a wreck this week. I just know it.